Levelling Collimation

working.

Fatigue terrible that I take these days, sinking. I have little energy - and invaluable - to do very little, but very intensely. I'm trying to do my best, and that's what counts. Always.

Always.

This is what I was taught, at least. What I feel inside me today is something different, maybe.
The desire to emerge. The desire to be able to pursue a desire. The feeling of not being quite high flying, fear of Starla doing.
So many things are mixed, leaving him this feeling heavy. As chains from which escape. Weights leave the ground to soar into the sky, up there.

Great work. Great effort. Projects that are still all in the mind, and that could ... Who knows? could perhaps be realized, if I can stay in here, in the now. A commitment now, because even if the mind is ahead, the work here is not even halfway.

All this desire for novelty must bend, now under the hard work. Once the workout is all downhill.

And down.

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I'm just so tired. And that's why I Simply can not translate what I wrote here ... It's not that I do not want, it's that's just stupid. One can not translate word by word His thoughts. From a language to the other, like D. did with his website. One can just try to rewrite them under another form. In another, different way.

So, I'm tired. But I'm doing good stuff, so I'm satisfied, too. In the past few days I've realized that I need to work out for what I wish to do. "Dream" is a huge word for what I like to call a mere 'project'. Without any capital letter, yeah. Just a project, nothing else.
A project that make my eyes sparkle.
A project that I'd really like to realize.
A project that's just a project. Yeah. Nothing else, really.

Her words made me think about it. And I realized that I still need to learn A lot of things, before Being ready to go ahead. It Could Be Already late, but I'm ready to fight to see my project Realized, and I think I Still Have A Few aces up my sleeves. I will not underrate the toughness of this way again, like I used to do.

And that's the very first step Towards victory.

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