Thank You Letter For Preacher At Funeral

littledru @ 2005-12-28T18: 05:00

Chapter II

Spike POV

Angel idiot! I do not even have stopped.

And why should he? He does not care about me.

Now I'm here with Harm, she is taking away the clothes, is so beautiful, but there's something ...

I do not know what it takes.

Until a few moments ago trembled with the desire to shake her body in my arms and now I would still be a ghost to disappear.

"Spikey." Languid calls me, I know I can not wait to be ridden by me "What are you waiting for?"

I smile at her and I approach.

We holed up in a lawyer who had never seen before.

smile, we have driven from his own office.

Harm push against the desk, raised her skirt and caress. I seem to have gone back in time, when we were together.

's so beautiful! Her skin is like silk, but because then it seems all wrong? Because I feel that I should not be here?

I try to think only of her, this time I've been waiting so long, are months that I have a body.

"Harm you want!" He whispered in his ear before entering her with one thrust.

She cries, screams my name, then starts to speak,

anything I do not listen to what he says, my mind is elsewhere, I think him.

What she is doing. I guess it will be committed, certainly will not have time to think to me that goal.

Why then should I care? For him there is just work, no longer recognizes him.

Since he started working for Wolfram & Hart Angel is another, this will be the place that is changing and I do not like.

Damn! I can not believe I'm here with one of the most beautiful girls I've ever had and instead of enjoying my first full month after sex, the only thing I can think of is that I want in its place there was Angel.

Yes, I would like that here in my arms he was there to moan.

Harmony tells me anything but whisper quiet, I want to enjoy this moment, but the reality is quite different. I think to be here with him my beloved sire.

In an instant, everything changes! Suddenly feel a sharp pain in the neck.

What the hell? This crazy I just gave a bite. Scream and try to break away, but she continues to sink his teeth into my flesh.

I finally manage to get away and fixed the upset. His face became disfigured and his eyes are bloodshot.

I say absurd things.

exclaimed with anger and resentment that I never liked her, that I only used that in fact I still want the Slayer.

What you said could not be further from the truth.

In my heart there is no place for Buffy. You do not ever loved me and is now part of my past.

I would tell him, but before he can open his mouth tries to attack me again and I can not help but hit it with a punch sent behind the desk.

There is something wrong with her.

It was not his normal behavior.

I must go to Angel, warning him that something evil is possessing Harmony and perhaps throughout the building.

I am sorry to have caused knock, but I could not do otherwise. Now I would just run to him and tell him everything.

I rush from the office, but Angel is in front of me with Eve.

Grande. Just what I needed! Before Harmony that bites me as if I were a prey to any and now you too.

The hate that bitch.

Since she and Angel if you have made merry on the couch during the Halloween party, never misses a chance to be alone with him.

What a bitch! The rubs are always against such a bitch and looks as if waiting to get into his bed.

And he smiles like an idiot. Jealousy burns inside me. see them naked on the couch I was dying.

Angel and his damn damn! Years to complain and now fucks her until he happens to hit?

And then I do not trust her. There is a something strange in his behavior and I rarely wrong.

I am sure he knows something. He knows what has happened to me. When I was locked in a lift with something you mentioned. If I could I would have twisted the neck and not just for this.

Angel stares at me, look angry. Of course, I blew his secretary.

Eve has a strange look in his eyes, I feel that is going to tell me something I do not like it.

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                                                                                    Angel POV.

That kid idiot!

But as he dared go with Harmony? Brainless goose! I understand that is his ex, but I can not stand the thought that now is with her

And in the middle of our discussion!

Now I'm here in my office with Fred and Gunn, they can not understand what could have caused this sudden change in Spike.

Now he's back thanks to a body pack that you have.

Who sent him? And because it was addressed to Spike?

Who could ever send a package to a ghost?

thousand questions crowd my mind and feelings dominate my soul.

On the one hand I'm so glad is back at last was the first vampire, the vampire that I loved, but on the other I know that now take two different paths.

Spike, my little William, will soon take the first ship to Europe to find Buffy.

still loves her, reach her to talk to was his first thought after being materialized by that damn medallion.

I can not believe after the way he has treated for years now wants to return to her.

Last Once I saw her, he told me that Spike was in his heart, he felt something for him.

If you decide to leave I will have to resign myself to spend my whole life without him, without my beloved William.

Just the idea scares me.

If we think it is somewhere to have a good time with Harmony! I can not believe it!

I try in vain to banish from my mind any thought of William with her, but it is impossible especially now that Gunn is Fred referring to all the details of what happened in the last minute, including the escape of Spike and Harmony.

Poor Fred is shocked by this news.

babbles something about why we have not felt immediately, that was a long trying to make Spike corporeal and that he would like to know.

But I suspect that our little Fred is jealous.

I always thought he had a crush on him, but as blame her?

Who would not fall in love with Spike?

Sweet William, from angelic face, blue eyes like the ocean, a magnetic eyes that can capture and read to the soul, a stunning body that I know all too well.

How many times were you in my arms, with her head resting on my shoulder and my hands caressing his chest silk.

sigh of pleasure at the memory.

E ' elapsed since then more than a century since that night we spent together, but it seems to me only yesterday.

Of course, in his heart at that time was Drusilla, his sire, he got angry when she was with me, he was jealous of us, but I know that after all of us there has always been a special bond.

this course, Spike did not admit it, even under torture.

I'm still thinking about my little poet when I hear the voice of Eve.

It 'just entered the room and its expression does not bring good news.

We were together once, during the Halloween party organized by Lorne.

Of course, I did not reach ... so to speak, pure happiness, but it was still interesting.

We were interrupted from the entrance of the whole group, including a disembodied Spike.

He said the scene with a wave of his hand and a smirk.

not seem to mind, but then why should he?

did nothing but encourage me, I was very hurt his reaction.

A Spike has never cared about women with whom I went to bed, the important thing was that it was not Dru or Buffy, then became a beast.

If instead I think, when I saw it before me, I wanted to run away.

explain why I and that we were girl ended up having sex in my office, but I could not.

For her it is as if nothing had ever happened and I must admit that this thing bothers me.

His behavior begins posted on my nerves and I suspect hiding something.

But now I hear he has to say. His face is drawn and his lips trembling slightly.

tells me something about shan-up to the fact that the existence of two vampires with a soul in Los Angeles broke the fragile balance was there before and that we must solve the problem of the presence of Spike, and adds that it's because of my Will if the Wolfram & Hart is in total chaos.

looked upon her in disbelief. She is aware of what happened to Spike.

This means that the Senior Partners have something to do with the package sent to Spike and probably also with the amulet.

The trinket that should have been in the rubble of Sunnydale and instead was handed to me in the office.

What came out from where my child.

We never found out who had sent, but now the whole thing begins to emerge very clearly.

Fixed Eve in search of an explanation, but she claims to know nothing, but that the situation could become dangerous.

At this time we are joined by Lorne bleeding.

What the hell is happening?

He says there was a murder and we follow as copiers.

It seems that a lawyer was killed without motive, and Lorne was also wounded.

Now the culprit lies in a stretcher bound because it seems crazy.

According Eve seems to bring everything to a single problem: Spike.

Still do not believe what I say but this might make sense. And 'all happened immediately after he returned to the body, after the flash of light that seems is discharged from the flight that was intended.

We set off along the corridor, and the only thought I have is finding my little William and explain what is happening.

And if we saw with Harmony?

I feel that I could not resist the sight of my beautiful blond vampire with a goose.

Here!

is coming out of an office. It seems strange.

We can see, I am immediately aware that it is happy with our presence.

Harmony is not with him, maybe you'll be coating.

Just the thought makes me furious, but I try not to show it.

Spike team there, but his gaze stops on Eve and is certainly not friendly. Perhaps he suspected that this girl hiding something.

 

                                                                                 Spike POV

Angel and Eve reach me!

He is visibly annoyed, but Eve tells me that everything that is happening, including the strange behavior of Harmony, is due to my back or rather, to be my body again.

I knew it!

idiot my Lord has found a way to give back the blame on me.

're talking about that woman but I am sure, the words that come out of his mouth were fed by Angel.

Fatico to listen to without my anger explodes. She continues unabated, says the city is not big enough for two vampires with a soul.

of crap I've heard in my entire life, but never like this.

The answer is that I do not care, that does not interest me at all.

I start toward the elevator.

Angel tells me to stay.

I hope it is because the miss, but adds that he wants my help to try to resolve the situation.

At these words I feel my heart is shattered.

I cry with anger and disappointment for his behavior so cold and indifferent.

Unfortunately so much time has elapsed since the last time my eyes were full of tears that I almost forgot how to do.

Angel Tampin I always followed his precious Eve that does not lose a moment's sight.

I stop in front of the elevator and with feigned indifference that the announcement will take the first flight to Europe.

I plan to go to Buffy, at least she appreciates me, not my Lord that can not wait to get rid of me.

change my words expression on his face I notice a little sad.

believed I would do what he wanted. Of course, he thinks running his every command.

wrong. It is no longer the fierce Angelus and I are no longer the sweet and helpless Willy trembling for his retaliation.

Now I'm Spike, and even if I love him to death I'll go away.

I can not bear to remain near without being able to touch, kiss or make love with him. This is why I prefer to leave forever.

Angel sees my resolve, he feels that I will not change your mind, but after a while watching me with those chocolate-brown eyes, deep and bright, as if they had caught the starlight, and he whispers " remains. Please. "

I can not resist when I see it that way, returns to being a vampire I knew, and knew that melt my heart stopped for some time now.

I can not help but to nod and follow him in his study while Eve went to find someone in the department of Wes.

Angel pov

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Spike came out of an office in a hurry, has one hand on the neck and is visibly upset.

What the hell happened?

She looks at me, then her eyes rest on ice Eve.

Who knows why, but seems happy to see us.

hear the contempt in the look that launches and can not even imagine how much this hurt me.

After countless moments that seem to me, speaks.

says that Harmony has behaved in a strange way, that has attacked, and he had to hit it!

My poor baby! I would love to be able to embrace him feel better, but I can not.

For Eve does not affect any of this.

begins to tell what is happening to Wolfram & Hart.

says that Los Angeles is not big enough for two vampires with a soul and body that he has altered the balance back.

Spike looked at me and exclaims that resentment is not interested.

sure if you walk along the corridor.

E continues, adding that his speech will go far from this city and myself.

leave for Europe.

I feel that my heart is shattered, my little Will wants to leave forever.

will be back in the arms of his beloved Buffy, the woman who It broke my heart to both.

I looked at him shocked. I can not help it, I do not care what he may think.

I do not want to leave.

I have to make sure people who remain can not forsake me!

now that I do not need him anymore.

I follow him to the elevator, he turns his back on me, do not even have the courage to look into my eyes.

really must despise me.

Finally, after the surprise that made me not a word, I can tell you can also wait to leave.

Europe will always be there.

Spike turns to look in his eyes is a strange light that I can not decipher, then add "I need your help!"

His expression changes, it becomes more difficult, he turns back toward the elevator door that opens out leaving Gunn.

blabbering something that I can not understand and I must admit that at this moment I do not care.

My only thought is for him, my sweet vampire.

I fight against the desire to meet each other, locking it against the wall to make them feel what I feel. I would feel my lips on hers. But I can not.

Sigh, if only I knew what he feels for me!

Of course I know: contempt and resentment.

How to blame him? E 'lived in my shadow for years, has been my harassment and retaliation.

I betrayed, carrying away the woman he loved, before Dru, then even Buffy.

course, the hunter loved him in his own way, but no one has ever loved as he has loved me and this will never forgive me.

I see him about to enter the elevator and I try the last paper to stop it.

My voice is almost a whisper, but her ears vampire comes clear as spring water, "Stay ... Please ..."

Spike turns around, his eyes lost in myself and in that moment as if my heart stopped a second time.

There are only two of us.

Her lips ripple in a soft smile and nods.

I've never been so happy.