Raiting: NC-17
Spoiler: Season 5 Ats to Destiny.
During the episode 'Destiny' Spike returns to body and feelings for Angel back stronger than ever, but try to dominate them not knowing what the other vampire with a soul has feelings for him until something unexpected happens that will change everything
Discaimer: The characters do not belong to me, but they are owned by Joss Whedon.
Chapter I
Spike POV.
What is happening to me? Until a few moments before I was a ghost that can walk through walls and now I'm here on the ground with my nose bleeds and a big mess in my head. I returned the body, but how did this happen? I understand! E 'was that package that I received, the light that is escaping me as I was before I finally made it.
Angel, my Lord, is here in front of me staring at me in disbelief, but I think it's pretty damn disappointed that I see in his eyes, he does not want me to go back to being body? Maybe he thinks that once you have my tangibility go for refuge to the loving arms of his beloved hunter.
What an idiot! If he only knew ...
Tocco my body to convince me that this nightmare is finally over, the very idea of being incorporeal, can not taste the blood or a drop of my beloved bourbon was a torture. Now they all come back as before.
Before the amulet burn my flesh.
Before being forced to live in this damn place.
I can do whatever the hell I want without having to account to anyone.
Angel continues to stare at me while I overflow with my hands, her body is just as I remembered it, cold and muscular, there is something that attracts me towards him, pushing me to continue to touch it. But he is annoyed, becomes rigid rejection.
"Spike!" Exclaimed angrily, "Stop touching me."
I am disappointed by his reaction, but I expected? I would have thrown her arms around his neck and embraced, not happy with my return to life?
He was and continues to be a damn selfish. I know that in reality would have wanted you dead in Sunnydale and that these months have been hell for him. My presence constantly reminds him that Buffy is no longer sua, che ho salvato il mondo al posto suo e tante altre cose.
Per cercare di rimediare e non fargli capire il mio stato d’animo afferro la tazza che ha in mano e la scolo tutta d’un fiato.
Angel mi fissa, so che è incazzato, ma non mi interessa, mi diverto a farlo arrabbiare e lui lo sa.
“E’ come ambrosia!” esclamò sorridendo quando quel sangue caldo mi scende in gola, mi sembra un’eternità da quando l’ho bevuto l’ultima volta.
My Lord continues stare without saying a word. It is thoughtful and altered.
Charles Gunn reaches us, the happy embrace of finally being able to have physical contact with someone and then I have to confess that the boy is not bad. He and Fred are the people that I miss the most when I go away from Los Angeles. Of course, I will miss him too, my beloved Angel, but the relationship we have is so strong that will not break even when I'm away.
is survived more than one hundred years, and I am sure that some continent away may not make much difference.
Charles Angel looks speechless, unable to believe what we just saw, I told him that perhaps I was due to the package that I received while I can not not watch Angel.
His dark eyes enchant me whenever I get lost in them. It 's so proud and authoritarian.
I still can not believe it at the head of Wolfram & Hart. Has come a long way since I know him, he was Angelus the scourge of Europe whose only amusement was torturing his victims for hours just for the heck of it, and then massacred without mercy.
I've always admired and wanted to be like him, but Did not I ever said. I never confessed that I wished he were in generated instead of Dru.
never sweet vampire girl I loved with all my might, but Angelus was the one who made me become what I am now and taught me to kill, to play with my prey, to frighten people and fear.
Without the teachings of Angelus probably I would be dust, killed by a hunter or perhaps some other powerful vampire.
E 'that I owe everything to Angelus, Drusilla and therefore not to love him more than he loved someone not in my long life .
He, of course, can not imagine what I feel and never will know!
I do not know how it could take a story of gender and personal experience, I know that does not like surprises.
The team, but I can not read in his eyes.
What must be thinking?
Maybe when you get rid of me once and for all!
My heart still bleeds for more than a century at the thought that he would want to leave. But in the end I expected such behavior, it makes a rival has always been first with Dru, then Buffy.
I look down while he and Charles discuss what may have caused my sudden change and above all this chaos of sounds around us, phones and computers throughout the building seem crazy and they say that the two events can be linked together.
Angel called Harmony and ask what is happening.
She comes swaying hips, it is always a beautiful woman.
The eager look. It is so sensual and then is so long that no purpose.
I think back to the fact that we had a lot of the time when we were together.
The kiss in front of everyone drawing her to me then deliberately provocative voice whispered "We're going for a bit '? "
Angel furiously exclaims" Permission denied! "
For a moment I seem to perceive a flash of jealousy in his eyes. I realize that can not be, that is just his way of behaving.
must remove all forms of entertainment, because I hate
I look at him intensely challenging. I do not like to tell me what to do, I seem to be turned back in time when he asserted his supremacy.
"It was not a request," he exclaimed, smiling.
Harm rejects me. In my subconscious I almost feel relieved, I realized that it's not you I want, but Angel, just that unfortunately will never happen.
My Lord stares at me with a strange look, I can not decipher what you feel, I begin to fear that it is almost jealous of the blonde.
And if he has feelings for his secretary? No, no! So why is watching me like that? And why Harmony I moving away?
insist with her that I did not give up and shouting "Get your hands off me. You do not think that just take you back because you're new body? "
nothing to sneer intimidated. I must have and I do not care what I do to convince her.
I've been too long without a body and I want to have sex. Even if it is not where I would drown. Angel if you only knew what I possess ...
continue my charade, and I make a compliment the skirt she wears and she pursed her lips in a smile, then turns to his boss and tells him to be with me.
I believe!
Rejoice and without giving him time to reply me with her to go away somewhere to be alone.
Angel pov
Spike is truly a divine curse!
was not enough to torment my soul, he had to start well.
I chased all the Wolfram & Hart asked an office. But if it is not even body can claim as an office?
How I would like to come back before!
I know that for someone like him must be hard not to fight, not be able to do anything. He can not eat or defending people he cares about.
Only a few days ago has helped that Gunn was going to be killed by a cyborg that we were attacked, but it took all his concentration to be able to hit.
This is not the Spike and I know that I love, my Childe ... what I want to return my William
I know that it was not me who create them physically, but in the end my dear Drusilla has only made the gesture. Atria in all aspects I am your Lord.
I've taught him to live his non-life.
Between us there is this special relationship, made up of love and hate that you are not asleep despite the distance and especially in spite of the great changes that we have both suffered over the years.
Spike I could never tell these things, laugh at me. I am confident and gives me that arrogant smirk that gives me so much on the nerves, but that makes it terribly sexy. If only ...
Ah! If he knew how much I love those lips, that his mouth to bite and kiss.
are forced to hole up here in my office not to think of him, the fact that it is next to me at any time, but so untouchable, a ghost.
Fred has tried in every way to make body and she would have succeeded had it not been for Pavaine who ruined everything. And now he is forced to remain so, in this life is not life.
I know that if he could ever return to first if they would go to Los Angeles, would fly from Buffy, still loves her.
Sometimes I wish to remain a ghost forever just to have him here with me, I know I selfish for feeling that way, but I do not want to lose him, not now that I have found after so many years ....
What is that sound absurd against my door?
Yet Harmony knows that when I'm in my office I do not want to be disturbed.
I go to the door and pushed it open.
I can not believe what my eyes see, Spike to the ground with a bloody nose. What the hell is happening? How is it that a ghost bleed? And why did not cross the door? A thousand questions in my mind as I face him staring at me, with his beautiful blue eyes in which shines a light mixture of ambiguous and fear joy.
"What? I can hear! "Continues to repeat while its icy hands touch my body, I feel through the shirt, inside me spreads a warmth, something that brings me back to the past, the early days of his immortal life when we were inseparable.
And I do I do? Rejects him brutally! I would not, but I can not help it because I know that if not stopped, if not immediately go away I can not draw him to me and kiss him in front of all the lawyers present in the hall.
Spike enjoyed watching me. Of course, for him this is all just a game.
Grab the cup with the blood that has prepared me Harmony and drinks it all in one go.
E 'Spike to take what does not belong to him without even asking. The usual spoiled kid!
He never learned to respect me and I do not think I'll do it now.
But I do not care. I love the way it is, with its faults and its capricious nature.
Small William do not know how I feel! Do not even imagine my feelings for you, you do not know what I feel whenever we're together in a room! Everything else disappears and we are only two of us!
I look at you and time stands still, it seems to me to go back to 1880 when I was only him Angelus and William the Bloody.
Everything has changed, nothing is as it was then. It 's different, now you have a soul, as am I, you love Buffy, there is no place for me in your heart.
Ah! How I tried my own feelings!
We are joined by Gunn and Spike embraces him with transport. A touch of jealousy invades my whole being, because you did not embraced me too?
Maybe because I despise and think. Of course, I held responsible for his condition, but as he's wrong? I brought the amulet to Sunnydale. You my fault if he died and where until a few moments ago was a ghost.
Spike can not bear to be here in this building with me.
If he could have already left the Wolfram & Hart, but because of the trinket for all this time has been linked to this site.
A painful thought I overlooking suddenly in the mind no longer has anything to tie him to the Wolfram & Hart.
'll be in Europe to look for Buffy, her beloved hunter.
clenches his fists and jaw to contract the jealousy, but I try to stay calm, do not want that Spike is aware of my mood.
Meanwhile, Gunn asks explanation of the change and Spike chatter about a package he received. A package? But who sends mail to a ghost? The matter is not clear, I bet that comes from those who have sent the amulet which is released from Spike.
In room phones seem crazy. What the hell is happening?
"Harmony" call the blond vampire who is busy responding to numerous calls.
She comes over and notice a change in Spike stares at her with desire, lust, then without a word drew her to him and kisses her.
I looked at him shocked. How I wish I was in touch lips, be the object of his desires. Instead I just peering silently with anger in his eyes.
Oddly Harm rejects it, a sigh of relief comes from my lips.
not want it anymore.
How blame her? After the way he treated you expect? He did not ignore the fact that all these months and now pretending to solve everything with a kiss?
Spike does not give up, he must really want it, will remember the old days.
Stupid boy! If he only knew how I suffer, and purrs that blonde insignificant.
She looks at me as if to see my reaction and said "she and I head for a while we go '!"
are furious and say "Permission denied!"
I hope to dissuade him, but I know he will do the opposite of what I say. It 's always been like that.
him with his usual arrogant smirk says, "It was not a request!"
But how dare tease me?
If we just take it and give a lesson as I usually do when I missed him respect. Unfortunately I can not.
Harmony comes off to him and screams something I do not understand, I'm too busy with my thoughts. In a moment Spike convinces her to follow him, and I and Gunn remain there like two idiots while my little William goes off with the vampire.
The idea of two of them together makes me die. But what can I do?
Now it's been so long since there is no place for me in his life and I can not do anything to change that so painful.
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